Today’s Gospel Text:
When
evening came, his disciples went down to the sea, 17 got into a boat, and started
across the sea to Caper'na-um. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to
them. 18 The sea rose because a strong
wind was blowing. 19 When they had rowed about three
or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and drawing near to the boat.
They were frightened, 20 but he said to them, "It
is I; do not be afraid." 21 Then they were glad to take him
into the boat, and immediately the boat was at the land to which they were
going. John 6:16-21
Reflection: Most
of our anxieties start at the evening of life and our worries too can keep
increasing with an unsolicited nagging fear taking over, as if gripping our
system and our activities.
What
shall we call the subtle anxieties that seem to arise in our mind and keeps
increasing like the rising waters, occasionally frightening us. It never seems to abate as the external winds
seems to force these anxieties up.
It
all seems to crop up at the wrong time and we are tossed, not by the storms
here but by the rising subconscious restlessness, which we try to satisfy with
the pleasures of life; be it a good company, food, drinks, music or any other
forms of activities.
Some
resort to physical exercises or the New Age spiritualities available in the market places.
They
all seem to help and hence it would be wrong to outright condemn them as
useless in keeping with their unstable usefulness, which lasts for a brief
moment, but packed with its own dangers.
It is all a art of living in the art of balancing the boat while the water rises.
There can be no joy or the deep seated lasting peace which only the presence of the one riding over these water can give.
There can be no joy or the deep seated lasting peace which only the presence of the one riding over these water can give.
He
indeed comes riding over these very waters, the waters of emotions cannot be hidden from
him or thrown aside to welcome him.
Let
your emotions too be a part of your prayer, letting him know what you feel and
how the waters of anxieties are rising in proportion to create a deep
turmoil.
A
situation like that always seeks the shore of security but the rising water
only seems to push one away from this security into an insecure realm of
insecurity, increasing the restless and anxiety.
Welcome
him as he comes into the boat of your life, as did the disciples, with gladness
and even if you are far away from shore (3-4 miles), you will reach the shores
of security quickly still, with Jesus with you.
Prayer: Lead us Lord, especially when we are in emotional turmoil that we may dwell securely on the
shores of life by abiding deeply in you.
DD = Dedicated
Discipleship: Come grow
in the Lord with us
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